What's New?

I haven’t blogged since…November last year.. wow. Well, I’m always online. I really just don’t have the drive to update this one. So what’s new on TV? I haven’t seen yet Season 3 of my fave shows: Prison Break, Veronica Mars, Lost, The Office and Grey’s Anatomy. So there’s nothing to discuss about those shows right now. Oh… it is American Idol season yeah!! But no, season 6 is not that exciting as I thought it would be. There are still great singers (Melinda), overrated ones (Jordin) and “characters” (Sanjaya). But there is no Carrie Underwood and Katharine Mcphee this year, so I’m not that interested. My current favorite show is Hannah Montana (don’t laugh!). Shows like these make me feel youngER. And I’ve been listening to other Disney music as well. I think Aly and AJ are soooo awesome. I recently saw some of their concert performances in youtube. Man, these girls can sing live. And speaking of Disney, I can’t wait to see High School Musical 2! I don’t know when it’s gonna be shown but I am really excited. This show is sooo cheesy, I know. But I love the simplicity and freshness of the songs, the cheese-element of Troy and Gabriella (including Zanessa *squeeee* lol), and the over-the-top production numbers. I just love it. Period. Hee!

Waiting for my World to Change

I’ve been feeling so pathetic lately…almost desperate. I don’t know. And I always keep reminding myself… Be patient. Be strong. And be happy. I hate “hating” and whining. It’s so unhealthy and useless. It doesn’t help you move on. Instead, it pushes you down. It is however a struggle – to think positively everyday and at every moment despite the lack of motivation and inspiration. It’s not about forcing yourself to be positive and happy when you’re really not. I have just realized that constant whining won’t help me achieve the things that I wanted. Bottomline is that I’m just confused. And I seriously want a “change”..like a life-makeover! I’m not sure what kind of makeover is that. Geez. I don’t even know what I really want. I do really sound so troubled huh? Well, not really. Like I’ve said, I’m really just… confused.